My Little Lady Bug

Daddy's Poem To Sasori

One life is lost. Two were changed they will never ever be the same. But the choice we made was for the best now you can have eternal rest. Sasori's life is not in vain the love for my daughter burns like a flame. Even though you are gone your life go and carry on in my heart and your mother's and grandparents and all other's. It is a loss I do not love but my life will go on. You were here and then your gone before you could hear my song the one I wrote just for you how I wished you know just how much we love you everyday I'll see your face every where I go and every place I know if only I could watch you grow hear your first word watch you crawl learn to walk and watch you fall find your first love and break your heart go off to college and watch you do what I did make mistakes grow to fast walk away as if it were your last then come back and be here but those memory's aren't gonna be there because you have gone and we have changed and we will never be the same and who are we to blame! God take her up and bless her heart bless my soul and lift it up, up to you cause you know how i feel you sent Jesus down to crucify by the cross for all of our sins. One life was lost and two were changed and they will never be the same but it was for the best we can handle all the rest.

For Those Who Missed the Memorial

Alright so for those of you that missed the memorial or just couldn't hear anything here's the poems that were read.

Oh, little girl, we looked forward to the day you would be born,
But alas, the Lord left us forlorn.
You didn't leave us without a fight,
You fought to stay on Earth with all your might.
You are now resting in the heavens above,
You left surrounded by your family's strong love.
Our arms are now empty, our hearts are so sad,
You will always be remembered by your mom and your dad.
So to God your tiny soul we release,
We know that your heart is at eternal peace.

~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~

I found out I was pregnant,
we were so filled with joy,
our gift from God,
our sweet, little girl.

I felt you grow and move around,
little kicks of love
felt like heaven above.

I got to hold you once
and for that I'll always treasure,
your pretty, little face
brought us so much pleasure.

You are now our little angel
in God's loving arms,
where you will be safe and sound
and nothing can do you harm.

Our love will grow stronger
everyday as we go on,
you will be our daughter forever
as precious and innocent as ever.

~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~

Sasori Jane

I became pregnant in august and was supposed to be due in may. Although Sasori had other plans. While I was pregnant I did not take very good care of myself. I went to the doctor very little due to living situations at the current time with my boyfriends mom. I didn't feel Sasori move for a really long time. Finally she started moving and kicking me it felt so amazing. She loved techno and beethoven. When I moved back to my dads I started attending the doctor regularly like I was supposed to. First time I went back to the doctors they did an ultrasound and found that my amniotic fluid was very low. Second appointment we found out there was too much fluid on her brain. Every time we would go to the doctors they were never able to figure out the sex until one night I was eating dinner and started to have back pains a few hours later my abdomen started contracting and I went to the hospital to go get it checked out. They put the monitor on me and an hour later they sent me home saying I wasn't contracting. They told me to go home and get some rest and take some tylenol. The next morning I woke up still having really bad abdominal cramps so I called my doctor to make a follow up appointment. She asked me to come in right away because what I was experiencing was not normal. I went in and found out I was already a centimeter dilated. They tried everything they could to stop my labor but Sasori just wanted out. I had her at 1:56 am on february 4th and she passed on february 6th at 12:56 am. She was 2 lbs 2 oz and 12 and a quarter inches long. When we took her off life support it was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Now when things get hard I just think to myself "do it for sasori". We took a bunch of pictures of her.